no turning back, i swear.

last few months, i have been into so many problems. and it's not very easy to overcome this things. it affected mostly in my lovelife. super! it started from the things i have heard from everywhere, rumors and like that. it totally hurts. but after how many days, i have realized that i'm hurting so much just because i'm so stupid. and the main reason was just ME. as in, me. second, i was really dissapointed with my studies, and it made me rank in to rank 10 from rank 5 last year. it was really sad. super. it's just because my Statistics and Economics grade is so low. but still, i was one of the honor students. and i still have many chances. i just need to concentrate more with my studies. and because of these things, i knew how to cry a lot. if i feel so down, weak and confused, all i wanna do is cry. until i will'nt have any tears left.

err. now, i have learned so many things about life ..
and i'm so thankful that God gave me the chance to experience and face those things. here are the things that i have learned:

*don't judge someone whom you don't know that much.
*don't believe directly to those nonsense issue. if you want to clarify the things well, ask directly the person involve. don't believe immediately.
*control not to be jealous.
*concentrate more in one thing which is really needed. not in the things which are less important.
*don't waste your time doing some nonsense stuff.
*don't be so over proud with yourself.
*always think positive for it helps in some ways.
*don't worry too much, be calm.
*believe in your first instincts.
*believe on what really the truth is, even though it hurts. face the reality.
*listen to people's advices, maybe they could help you.
*always pray, 'coz God will really help you in whatever problems you may encounter.
*smile, live life. don't be too upset.
*always feel inspired with all the people who's cheering you up.
*be contented.
*don't pretend that you know everything, it's bad.
*learn how to open up to the person you love.
*be patient. learn how to wait.
*learn from your mistakes.
*believe in yourself. :)

that is some of the things i have learned. haha. many kaayo no? my gahd. in ana jud ko ka bad. bitaw, that is really all true. as in. now, i made a promise to myself that i should change the thngs, which is so needed to be changed. today is the start of my new day. :) and consider that things which happened in the past .. no turning back .. :)