duh

i don't understand someone. and i feel so bothered then. why is SHE like that? .. omg. i don't know what is the right thing to do when i'll be facing this thing again .. because it hurts. even though, SHE is like that, SHE will remain special to me. oh LORD, help me to understand this thing .. it drives me crazy. over crazy!!

currently texting with Ate Fibz, and i'm telling her what my problem is .. i hope she could help me. i wanna be happy. i wanna live my life to the fullest ..

` sometimes .. i thought, suicide is the best thing. but it's wrong.

` Survey :)

1. WHAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY?
• Lang2. She's really funny though.

2. DO YOU KNOW THAT TO LOVE IS ALSO TO
LET GO?
• I kinda agre. But it depends upon the person's situation. If you're hurting and you feel like it's not worth fighting for, then let go. Well, there are still so many reasons, and it all depends upon YOU.

3. ARE YOU IN LOVE?
• Yes, seriously. xD

4. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP?
• No, and i still don't want to.

5. DO YOU LOVE YOUR BEST FRIEND/S?
• Ahuh. More than I love myself.

6. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
• None. I turned off the speakers, sakit na ako dalunggan. Hehe. xD

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG AT THE
MOMENT?
• Come What May - Faith Cuneta.

8. WHAT ARE YOUR BIGGEST FEAR/S?
• Losing my loved ones.

9. WRITE DOWN NAMES OF IMPORTANT
FRIENDS
• Darn. They're so many to mention. Really! They know who they are. xD

10. DO YOU HAVE EX GIRLFRIENDS/B OYFRIENDS?
• No. I never had any bf since birth.

11. DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH THE SUNSET
WITH YOUR LOVE?
• Sure. But, wala pa xa na happen. Ma happen pa. UNTA! ;p

12 . WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK?
• Going Home, The Nursing Thingy, Sweet Valley University. xD

13. WHAT CAR YOU WISH TO DRIVE?
• Kanang cute and bagay sa ako. :)

14. HAVE YOU EVER LOVED YOUR OWN BEST
FRIEND?
• I love my bestfriends.

15. DO YOU THINK BREAK-UPS SUCK?
• I don't know yet. xD

16. TELL ME AN IMPORTANT THING ABOUT
YOURSELF:
• I don't like people who are too loud. [ ako ra nakasabot sa deep meaning anah. haha ]

17. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU LIKE?
• Badminton, Volleyball and the like. xD

18 . ARE YOU BORED?
• Not that much.

19. DO YOU WANNA GO BACK TO THE PAST?
• NO.

20. DO YOU HAVE BEST FRIENDS FROM THE
OPPOSITE SEX?
• Yep. xD

21. NAME OF YOUR PETS?
• Jang2, Mimi.

22. WHAT COLORS DO YOU LIKE?
• Pink, Blue, Black, White. xD

23. DO YOU LIKE TO DRINK BEER UNTIL
YOU GET DRUNK?
• I don't like alcoholic beverages!

24. DO YOU HAVE IMPORTANT THINGS TO
SAY TO SOMEONE?
• Yeah. Heyya there, sorry and thank you. xD

25. WHAT DO YOU DO FOR FUN?
• Chat with my friends, as in TALK. Hehe. And net. xD

26. LOVE SOMEONE A LOT?
• Not just a LOT, SO SO SO SO MUCH! Darn.

27. ARE YOU SLEEPY NOW?
• No. Bag-o lang ko kamata.

28. IF YOU HAD A CHANCE TO SAY "I
MISS YOU", TO WHOM WOULD THAT BE?
• Shocks, to him. x(

c",)

Trivia:

I don't eat my dinner :)
and mom is always scolding me. darn? ..

I'm always bothered if i can't open my FS account.
because, i'm addicted to FS already.

I love it when Kuya Henry tells me something :)
'coz it's interesting .. really!

I miss Ate Lekssy x)
and all our cam whooring moments .. she loves to tell stories about her boylets ..

I'm starting to love STUFFED TOYS ;p
teddy bears will do .. ( give me some haha )

I love to write some so-called poems
that relates my love life and so as my life ..

I love to drink water :)
the best ..

I exercise, once a year
haha .. yeah .. during SCI-RACE .. that's why i'm always grabbing the opportunity to be one of the watchers .. :)

I hate guys who are so PAPANSIN
really ..

Many people knows my name
but i don't know them ..

Friends are the best medicine :)
right? ..

I'm reading pocket books :)
the stories are cute ..

My friends don't text me if i don't text them
yess .. i always text first .. darn ..

I'm always feel sad
when someone tells their opinion about him ..

I'm really addicted to Sam Concepcion
my friends knows about it ..

My friends always say that i should move on
but i can't .. darn ..

I always dream to be a successful singer
someday .. for my future ..

Dali rko masuko
yeah ..

I don't wanna be judged
but i judge other people .. haha ..

I'm irritated with all the things that i don't want to see :)
well .. who likes??

I'm a CHOCOHOLIC ;p
i want some .. rawr ..

I like Marian
such a gorgeous lady ..

I'm starting to love BLUE :]
because it's so cool to look at .. right?

Part 1` sa ni .. i'll post another trivia about me, SOON .. haha ..
oink oink :p

SHY

hao people. it seems like i wanna post many things in my blog today. because, i think, i'm in the mood. but darn, not that much. i'm so tired. sci-race is such a nice exercise thing for me but it's over tiring, really. i just can't seem to do what i want. because, my feet aches. darn, what's the connection? anyhoo, i saw someone. and i felt shy. nyaah. that's why i was able to publish another thought, which was before this thing. rawr. it's really really darn. haha. i don't know how will i express what i feel at this moment. and i also don't know the reason why. wala man jud ko kabalo kung ngano gyud. really!

tomorrow, yeah. tomorrow will be so tiring again. for sure, it will be the second part of the sci-race and i'm thinking if i'll continue my job? well. shocks. i still don't know yet. we also have our quiz for Chem tomorrow. well, i'm not nervous, coz i know it will be easy. haha. yucks! baga kaayo ko ug leps. nyaaah.

anywoots, ate fibe's birthday is coming .. i hope her eyes will be okay na. ;p

ciao people. i'm TIRED.
` shy girl.

A thought?

When you look at me
I always feel shy
and I don't know why
I'm afraid to melt,
drowning with your sweetest smile
And that would always be in my mind
Even though I act as totally blind
I'm afraid to see you
Knowing that the past willn't be back forever more
and It hurts even more
I wanna be happy, but I can't
For, it seems like somebody is missing
and I guess, its you.

Darn Things

SCI-MATH. it's happening tomorrow. oyeah. and i'm not at all excited. because of my t-shirt. really! shocks. my new shirt is size SMALL but then it's darn big for me. i hate it! i look like a pig. nyaah. idk how to deal with it tomorrow. so darrnn. i'm excited for sci race actually, A BIT ;p

and hey, it's also not nice to know that we'll have a class on Physics tomorrow. it's very DUH. as in. we thought that we dont have any classes for 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!! but darn. we are just shocked that Mam Bacarrisas will meet us tomorrow 7:30 in the morning. i thought, i could go to school late, but i can't. rawr.

anyhoo, it's very very duh. as in. somebody viewed my profile in friendster and it really had made a big impact on me. really!! i'm really shocked, but then NERVOUS. and I DON'T KNOW the reason why i feel that why. darn.

i badly miss someone .. i wanted to see that person .. hay.

x)

I never thought i met you
I never thought i could call you my baby
I never thought life would be nice having you by then
I never thought loving you could make me inspired
I never thought i'll be thinking of you always
I never thought you could be the reason why i'm goin' crazy
I never thought i could smile in the reason of having you
I never thought i could be the happiest girl on Earth
I never thought you could make me cry in the middle of the night
I never thought i will always be looking for you
I never thought your smile could melt my heart
I never thought that loving you hurts in a way that i can't truly understand
I never thought i could say goodbye early by then
I never thought falling in love could make me darn stupid

.. i thought, I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE.

but hey, i still do.