200th :-)

In my 200th blog post here, I`ve decided to share to you EVERYTHING that i`m feeling in this moment in time. :) I feel blessed, for God gave me a family and friends which makes me happy everytime i feel sad and alone. Everytime I`m thinking of something which i can`t stop thinking about, i prefer to open it up with my friends which i share most of my time. They give me advices (the things that i should do & think about it), and most importantly, they cheer me up. They inspire me with their words, smiles, and their value of friendship. I really THANK GOD for giving me such friends like them. :) Friends do come and go, but no matter what happens, even if we`ll be away with each other, only two words exists: FRIENDS FOREVER. :) Second, I thank GOD for giving me such a very nice & happy family! I`m really not close with my other degrees of cousins, aunts & uncles, but i`m CLOSE with my FIRST DEGREE family. I love to be with them for they understand me for who am i. Even though sometimes, i`m quite lazy doing chores, but it doesn`t mean that i don`t respect them. I respect everyone in this house, and i definitely LOVE everyone here. I`m gonna miss the bonding with my cousins, Lola, Tito and Tita, Bro and most especially MOM. xD Since, i`m always staying in school and i do go home quite late (around 8-9pm). I spend 13 hours outside, and only 9 hours at home. I know Mom`s missing me, but I think I`d do lot of things in school than here. And that`s it. Finished with FAMILY. So, proceed to PERSONALITIES. I don`t a like a certain person right now. I think a lot knows about it then. I don`t like him for he`s something I DEFINITELY DON`T UNDERSTAND. And i think that understanding him would waste my time so I don`t just mind this guy. But i hope, really really hope, that one day, he will CHANGE. -.- Now, LOVELIFE. ^^ Ekk, ya`know. Everything is a mess. I don`t understand where and what i`m going to. I just hope that i could LEARN and LET GO of my past, even if i`m seeing the person which i should LET GO. It`s hard. It`s hard, yeah. SUPER. But i`m hurting everytime i`m seeing something I shouldn`t see. I think I don`t need the time when he`ll gonna say to me everything. It`s really time to MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE ON! No matter how hard it is. :( It`s hard, because i still do love him. But, WHATEVER. ** Crushes. Speaking of crushES, i have lots of crush now. Michael (neighborhood), Kent Bryan (enrollee in school haha), and CRUSH R :) Crush R will be a SECRET, for now. Mama Edge and Ate Mitch are helping me to him. HAHA. Mind you, having a crush is fun. xD New family members: MAMA EDGE (My mom in SSC) and ATE MITCH (My YAYA ;p). They`re definitely fun to be with, of course, with my SOULMATE (Irish). And lastly, the AUSTRALIA thing. Mom opened up about us moving in to Australia, and my bro and I will continue to study there. It made me confused and like, i even asked some of my friends in SSC about it. I think, i should go and grab that opportunity, if ever, that would happen. I hope so! *.*

That`s it.
HAPPY 2OOTH BLOG POSTS, BLOGGIE! :-) I love you FOURTH to God, Family, Friends. LOL. xD

I hope we`ll go deeper and STRONGER! mwaaaah. Loveloooots. xD

Views about PBB

Renzbulseco`s Views:

" think it's okay to nominate robi IF AND ONLY IF (iff) they (nan, ejay and others) have a compelling AND legitimate raison d'être or basis about it. And it doesn't mean that if you came from an affluent family, you can easily achieve your goals and aspirations. Sometimes, even if you are very wealthy, you can’t achieve your goals in life if you don’t work for it. MONEY CAN’T BUY EVERYTHING, for crying out loud. please. save robi. no offense to die hard fans of ejay out there, but he's very illogical and can't compose his thoughts and views very well, most especially that Valerie's out in the game.

AND YEAH. pbb is NOT a charity show, for crap's sake. ugggh."

KISHA`s views: Everything he said are over true. :) PBB is not a show for poor people to become rich, but rather, it`s a reality show for the Filipino people to relinquish their own personalities. Being not plastic, just by being who they are. The tasks given by Kuya determines the real color of each housemates. In the way they react, they solve the problem, and how they will unite. I think Robi is really deserving to be the Big Winner for this season. :) According to Rona "Gusto ko pong si Robi ang manalo kasi he's very disciplined, very humble. It's not the money—kung mayaman si Robi—but it's his personality, he's very open-minded." THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING. Right? xD

Friendster Horoscope for May 27, 2008

The Bottom Line
Don't let your confusing dreams take over your waking days. Focus on reality.

In Detail
Disturbing dreams don't have to ruin your waking days! Just because you had some night visions that were somewhat confusing or frightening doesn't mean that they are portending anything bad coming into your life. Sometimes a dream is just a dream -- your subconscious mind is just playing around with different ideas and images. There's no hidden puzzle for you to solve, so don't waste time today trying to figure them out. You'll have different dreams tonight.

He told me this:

5/26/08

HIM: "Buang kaayo ko oi."
ME: - speechless -
HIM: "Well, you can't see it man, since I can't be like this sa text."
ME: "Lage, sakto sad."
HIM: "Buang jud baya ko. Cge'g binuang."
ME: *laughs*
HIM: "Lage, pro ktong akong mga gipang text sa imo, dli to bnuang ha" *laughs*
ME: *laughs* [well, as usual. I'm thinking DEEPLY about what he said.]

In my mind: Tinuod kaha nga wala sya nag binuang sa atong panahon nga ga text-text pa mi?! WELL. :-)

Si GOD na ang nakabalo!

;-)

You know what

I already know E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!

Everything.

The LIES. The ALIBI`s. The RELATIONSHIP`s.

and super duper MANY to mention.

='(

THE REAL HIM.

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He`s NOTHING.

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That`s what you call LOVE?

HAHA. There was a guy (i won`t mention his name for some hush-hush reasons ;p) who is ALWAYS insisting that what he feels for me DAW is LOVE na. xD I don`t believe in him because he DOESN`T know me yet. What he sees in me is just my PHYSICAL APPEARANCE and it doesn`t count in terms of love. It all started when my Kuya told me that he had a crush on me. I was shocked. We`re still NOT Friendsters and how come he got a crush on me? Just by looking at my PRIMARY PICTURE? What a lie. Okay. Okay. That was it. And like, we were introduced in YM, my Kuya and Ate`s kept on teasing him to me and it looks like he liked it as well. But HEY, i don`t. It`s EEW. Peggy was still my special one that time and I don`t like to entertain guys since I was TOO focused on my love for him (and hey! that was my NUMBER ONE BIG FAULT >:). After how many days, he courted me. Because HE FEELS LIKE HE`S ALREADY IN LOVE WITH ME. What the! You could feel love, just for days?! C`mon. I knew from the start that what he feels for me is just something parallel to INFATUATION. Of course, i didn`t entertain his request. I told him EVERYTHING. About my feelings for someone. My conviction for that action. and some other ELSE. But still he didn`t stopped. He was still waiting that time. BUT, i`m not FEELING his presence. It was like, he`s not taking any action to communicate with me or something! Sooo, i concluded that, everything was just easy for him. `coz for me, IT IS NOT. Not because i`m falling for him (Dyosmio! NEVER WILL I.), it`s because one of my close friends KEEPS on pushing me to him! GOLLY. -.- I don`t like it, in short. Since, I DON`T LIKE HIM AT ALL. I know that my friends`s main reason was for me to FORGET a lil` bit of Peggy, not just a lil` bit, i mean, FORGET HIM. Because they know what`s the real happenings! (and i just took it for granted!) Well, okay. I`ll tell reason why i don`t like this person. Firstly: he reacts IMMEDIATELY! Secondly: he can`t control his anger! (This is what i hate in terms of guys!) Thirdly: he doesn`t think of what he TRULY feels. Fourthly: he`s OA. In ways that he`s telling me that he misses me A LOT. Gosh. HAHA. He`s crazy! :) And LASTLY, he have EARRINGS on his ears! I don`t like guys who have piercings. PROMISE. That`s what i observed. Nah, basta! I don`t like him. And now, i just discovered. He has someone special now! REALLY. HAHA. And i`m really thinking that he`s really FUNNY. Wala lang. Makaulit `coz he is always INSISTING, but look at what`s the RESULT. HAHA! Btw, i don`t hate him for what he did. If he really feels something for me (let`s just say in the past), good thing he had moved on QUICKLY. Lahi ra gyud! HAHAHA. And kataw-anon na kaayo ko, ever! My friend still keeps on PUSHING me to him, and i think Kuya doesn`t know about the girl pa. HAHA. What the! :)

Mister you, be SURE on what you feel ha! :) Because you look funny if you`re telling someone that you love them BUT in the brightest reality, YOU REALLY DON`T! Oha. GOODLUCK IN YOUR CURRENT LOVELIFE! xD

For the info of you, i just summarized this stupid happening of my life. HAHA. It`s not worth telling for. I just wanna share, `coz I really learned a lot here. xD

Ciao ciao,

Kisha :-)