That`s what you call LOVE?

HAHA. There was a guy (i won`t mention his name for some hush-hush reasons ;p) who is ALWAYS insisting that what he feels for me DAW is LOVE na. xD I don`t believe in him because he DOESN`T know me yet. What he sees in me is just my PHYSICAL APPEARANCE and it doesn`t count in terms of love. It all started when my Kuya told me that he had a crush on me. I was shocked. We`re still NOT Friendsters and how come he got a crush on me? Just by looking at my PRIMARY PICTURE? What a lie. Okay. Okay. That was it. And like, we were introduced in YM, my Kuya and Ate`s kept on teasing him to me and it looks like he liked it as well. But HEY, i don`t. It`s EEW. Peggy was still my special one that time and I don`t like to entertain guys since I was TOO focused on my love for him (and hey! that was my NUMBER ONE BIG FAULT >:). After how many days, he courted me. Because HE FEELS LIKE HE`S ALREADY IN LOVE WITH ME. What the! You could feel love, just for days?! C`mon. I knew from the start that what he feels for me is just something parallel to INFATUATION. Of course, i didn`t entertain his request. I told him EVERYTHING. About my feelings for someone. My conviction for that action. and some other ELSE. But still he didn`t stopped. He was still waiting that time. BUT, i`m not FEELING his presence. It was like, he`s not taking any action to communicate with me or something! Sooo, i concluded that, everything was just easy for him. `coz for me, IT IS NOT. Not because i`m falling for him (Dyosmio! NEVER WILL I.), it`s because one of my close friends KEEPS on pushing me to him! GOLLY. -.- I don`t like it, in short. Since, I DON`T LIKE HIM AT ALL. I know that my friends`s main reason was for me to FORGET a lil` bit of Peggy, not just a lil` bit, i mean, FORGET HIM. Because they know what`s the real happenings! (and i just took it for granted!) Well, okay. I`ll tell reason why i don`t like this person. Firstly: he reacts IMMEDIATELY! Secondly: he can`t control his anger! (This is what i hate in terms of guys!) Thirdly: he doesn`t think of what he TRULY feels. Fourthly: he`s OA. In ways that he`s telling me that he misses me A LOT. Gosh. HAHA. He`s crazy! :) And LASTLY, he have EARRINGS on his ears! I don`t like guys who have piercings. PROMISE. That`s what i observed. Nah, basta! I don`t like him. And now, i just discovered. He has someone special now! REALLY. HAHA. And i`m really thinking that he`s really FUNNY. Wala lang. Makaulit `coz he is always INSISTING, but look at what`s the RESULT. HAHA! Btw, i don`t hate him for what he did. If he really feels something for me (let`s just say in the past), good thing he had moved on QUICKLY. Lahi ra gyud! HAHAHA. And kataw-anon na kaayo ko, ever! My friend still keeps on PUSHING me to him, and i think Kuya doesn`t know about the girl pa. HAHA. What the! :)

Mister you, be SURE on what you feel ha! :) Because you look funny if you`re telling someone that you love them BUT in the brightest reality, YOU REALLY DON`T! Oha. GOODLUCK IN YOUR CURRENT LOVELIFE! xD

For the info of you, i just summarized this stupid happening of my life. HAHA. It`s not worth telling for. I just wanna share, `coz I really learned a lot here. xD

Ciao ciao,

Kisha :-)