200th :-)

In my 200th blog post here, I`ve decided to share to you EVERYTHING that i`m feeling in this moment in time. :) I feel blessed, for God gave me a family and friends which makes me happy everytime i feel sad and alone. Everytime I`m thinking of something which i can`t stop thinking about, i prefer to open it up with my friends which i share most of my time. They give me advices (the things that i should do & think about it), and most importantly, they cheer me up. They inspire me with their words, smiles, and their value of friendship. I really THANK GOD for giving me such friends like them. :) Friends do come and go, but no matter what happens, even if we`ll be away with each other, only two words exists: FRIENDS FOREVER. :) Second, I thank GOD for giving me such a very nice & happy family! I`m really not close with my other degrees of cousins, aunts & uncles, but i`m CLOSE with my FIRST DEGREE family. I love to be with them for they understand me for who am i. Even though sometimes, i`m quite lazy doing chores, but it doesn`t mean that i don`t respect them. I respect everyone in this house, and i definitely LOVE everyone here. I`m gonna miss the bonding with my cousins, Lola, Tito and Tita, Bro and most especially MOM. xD Since, i`m always staying in school and i do go home quite late (around 8-9pm). I spend 13 hours outside, and only 9 hours at home. I know Mom`s missing me, but I think I`d do lot of things in school than here. And that`s it. Finished with FAMILY. So, proceed to PERSONALITIES. I don`t a like a certain person right now. I think a lot knows about it then. I don`t like him for he`s something I DEFINITELY DON`T UNDERSTAND. And i think that understanding him would waste my time so I don`t just mind this guy. But i hope, really really hope, that one day, he will CHANGE. -.- Now, LOVELIFE. ^^ Ekk, ya`know. Everything is a mess. I don`t understand where and what i`m going to. I just hope that i could LEARN and LET GO of my past, even if i`m seeing the person which i should LET GO. It`s hard. It`s hard, yeah. SUPER. But i`m hurting everytime i`m seeing something I shouldn`t see. I think I don`t need the time when he`ll gonna say to me everything. It`s really time to MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE ON! No matter how hard it is. :( It`s hard, because i still do love him. But, WHATEVER. ** Crushes. Speaking of crushES, i have lots of crush now. Michael (neighborhood), Kent Bryan (enrollee in school haha), and CRUSH R :) Crush R will be a SECRET, for now. Mama Edge and Ate Mitch are helping me to him. HAHA. Mind you, having a crush is fun. xD New family members: MAMA EDGE (My mom in SSC) and ATE MITCH (My YAYA ;p). They`re definitely fun to be with, of course, with my SOULMATE (Irish). And lastly, the AUSTRALIA thing. Mom opened up about us moving in to Australia, and my bro and I will continue to study there. It made me confused and like, i even asked some of my friends in SSC about it. I think, i should go and grab that opportunity, if ever, that would happen. I hope so! *.*

That`s it.
HAPPY 2OOTH BLOG POSTS, BLOGGIE! :-) I love you FOURTH to God, Family, Friends. LOL. xD

I hope we`ll go deeper and STRONGER! mwaaaah. Loveloooots. xD