HAHA

COCO BAY, I'm coming :)

nyaah. i'm so excited. REALLY. haha. :)

12/8/07

MOOD: relieved and HAPPY :)

ate fibe, kuya henry, and my dearest FERNS and FRIENDS -- thankyou so much for bein there. thankyou so much for the COMFORT and for understanding me. really. i just realized how NICE my life is with you GUYS around me. THANKYOU SO MUCH, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. :)

wee. anyway, this has been a gloomy day for me. even if i'm happy, i feel like there is something wrong?hmm. something missing? and the like. but i don't know what it is. [nyah.maybe i know.but i'm afraid to share with you dearies.haha] uh,yeah. i ate some of the chocolates, and it's really DELICIOUS. darn. tita kel's wedding is COMING, i need to watch out my INTAKE OF FOODS. haha. :)

yeyeah. we watched, PASUKOB just this afternoon with my cousin - Catherine. nyaah. i have discovered so many things about her then, she talk A LOT. really. most especially about her LOVELIFE. and yeah,i still DO LISTEN. it's interesting anyway. but,we're just CLOSE. that's a FOREVER FACT. i love to be with her because i UNDERSTAND her and she also UNDERSTAND me. haha. nyaah. anyway, the movie isn't that FINE. hmm? because the story was COMMON. i mean it was derived from some of the LOCAL MOVIES and they revived it. but, it was a bit CORNY. nyaah. not a BIT, but REALLY corny. haha. though, it's alright. i still enjoyed watching the TRAILERS. hahaha. DARN. :)

and now. back in my usual doing. NET-NET-NET. well, i could net all i can because my mom can't open her YM because of the STUPID VIRUS - BRONTOK. it's really darn. our PC will be reformat for the next few days so i willn't be able to NET. i'll be missing writing here, open my FS & Multiply. but my tita said that it wouldn't take long. still, i can't ASSURE. nyaah. :)

orayt. so TOMORROW, COCO BAY ESCAPADE! we'll be going there tomorrow and SWIM. darn. i miss diving and swimming in the POOL. and i also miss Coco bay. well, i'm just so EXCITED. haha. i'll be with my relatives. and we'll enjoy the waters, for sure. :)

ate lekssy and tita dulce are coming. i'm so excited. :)

btw, need to EAT guys. mwuah. SAYONARA.

P.S [i'm still confused if there will be classes on monday] hmm.

<3

`` If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

`` Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

`` True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

http://www.heartquotes.net/Love.html

12/7/07

` the day of TEARS..

i have cried A LOT. a LOT than you have ever expected. i was sooo darn sad .. because i can't carry the things that BOTHERS me the most. you could think that i'am a HAPPY,STRONG girl, but no .. i'm definitely weak. when i started to cry, i don't know how to end it. feeling so so WEAK && SAD. and i always think that it would be my time to go back in my REAL world.

though, my day isn't that sad. i was still happy, A BIT. thinking that my dearest friends doesn't want me to be SAD and cry all the time. i put some small SMILE in my face and i faced the reality of being an ordinary SCHOOLGIRL. orayt.orayt. so i had a lot of time with my friends later in the afternoon. we bond, but not that much, because i was chatting with ate Josh. hehe. so,i left kuya henry,bests and others to have their own world first .. nyah. then that's it. we discussed a lot of things and i always dream to be a part of KPA. darn. i so love dancing. but idk. mom wouldn't ALLOW me, for sure. SUMO na kau. darn.

then, oh. our special quiz in math .. err. they said it's hard,but darn. it's quite hard. it's A BIT easy. haha. well,i hope i could get a good score, also with our quiz in eco, it was a bit hard memorizing the things about GLOBALIZATION. nyaah. our ST is fun. she's one of the best.

ok. i admit, i'm kinda happy, for i saw him. AT LAST. darn. it's been a long time. nyaaah. okay. let's MOVE ON. :)

tito michael gave me a christmas present.MONEY. rawr. haha. i could buy what i want. well, azei. i wanna watch a movie. well, i think ate kk and i will watch pasukob tomorrow. we'll just see. hmmm. i'm so excited for COCO BAY. we'll be going there this Sunday, and we'll swim swim and swim all we can. nyaaah. :)

ate fibe knows PEGGY na, as well as kuya henry. let's keep it a, secret. orayt? hehe.

i want to SHOUT as in SHOUT everything i CAN. :\

i'm currently SAD. ciao. :'(

12/6/07

` the day of FOODS, e.g. CHOCOLATES and everything ..

well, today's the birthday of my daddy and yeah, this afternoon we went to Peking house for we tried the Snack all you can there. darn. the foods are really delicious and uh, it made me felt so bloated. haha. i'm so into foods today. i need to slow down my intake of foods. darn. :)

anyhoo, speaking of CHOCOLATES, i have A LOT. nyaah. want some? after we ate, we went to Mulberry to fetch the choco's Tito Mike will give to us .. so, me and ate KK went there with uh, very hmm? i can't describe. haha. we were really having fun touring around kets and we always laugh. darn. she's the best, i tell you. you'll never get bored. because she will always talk to you and everything. :)

and now .. well, i mean tomorrow. i need to catch up so many things. i need to take up my special quiz in Math, and i so hope that it will be easy. darn. we also have our quiz tomorrow in Eco. good thing i was able to study this morning so i willn't have a hard time to review this evening. azei. haha. so, GOODLUCK and GODBLESS. ernk. :P

i hope i could approach easily to my dearest friends tomorrow. most especially to SOMEONE. really. GOD, please help me understand them. well, i know it's my duty as her friend. :)

and you know, i so miss someone, sooo BADLY. darn. x(

my mom is in the state of getting out of her mood AGAIN. rawr.

i so miss our school and my dearest classmates, friends and EVERYTHING. see you all tomorrow.

orayt, daddy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i love you ALWAYS. mwuah. :)

need to goo .. lotsacare :)

PAPA :')

`` even though i can't see, reach, touch, hear, see you ..
i could hardly FEEL you father ..

`` i know you are always at my side,
guiding me in the RIGHT path ..
and i'm so glad you're still here for me dad ..

`` you know who I'am
and i'm very sorry for the things that i've done unto you,
even though IT's too late ..

`` i'm still HAPPY ,for YOU are my REAL father ..

`` the father that all children would DREAM of.

`` thankyou dad for EVERYTHING.

`` i wasn't able to prove to you that 'm the BEST DAUGHTER in your eyes ..

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD.
Saying goodbye to you isn't an easy thing ..

i hope you're happy living with GOD in heaven.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH. SO SO MUCH. :')

I LOVE YOU..

12/5/07

tito mike is here in CDO now. so excited to see him again. and so as my tita RAQUELA. i miss that girl. so much. now, i'm so looking forward on seeing him and her later. haha. :)

well, uh, this day is so TIRING, full of INTRIGUES (?), happy moments, and MISUNDERSTANDINGS. yeah.i know it's normal. and i don't take seriously.

to start the day of, we went to the old gate of our school because me and my other friends were intrigued by what they call GHOSTS over there. and darn, i don't know. it's not a nice feeling to go there most especially if it's dark..

SLEEPING HANDSOME. well, i just read the pocket book. and that sleeping thingy was made by NAZI dearie. haha. because, oh. it's a very long story. i tell you ..

then, we cleaned over our room, it's so WIDE. and it's very fun. really. we enjoyed cleaning with the waters we step on, scrubbing and wiping the floor, walls and everything. yeah. i'm so proud, our room was really clean afterwards. we were all busy this morning, actually. haha. :)

KETS to the rescue. me and my dearest friends went to kets, for the very first time in December. haha. it's a nice feeling to be with your best budds. i'm always with Bests and Donnie - the LOVETEAM. haha. though, we call ourselves the JDK. darn, so obvious why. haha. then sometimes, JJAMPPONG (correct?) well. it's the favorite (?) food of donat. haha. so nice to be with them, to be there MANAGER. azeeei. haha. i'm the loveteam's BRIDGE. darn. anywoots, i can't forget the word DEJAVU. hahaha. reaallllyy. :)

my horoscope for this day goes like this: You are the center of the action, so get ready for a lot of attention and power. whaaat? hahaha. i don't think so. i don't even know if i the people always look at me. well, KEBS. haha. darn. and also this: And the folks who encounter you for the first time today are asking each other 'who is THAT?' waw. bukad sad my LIVER. hahaha. darn. this is a very big JOKE people. this horoscope is sponsored by: FRIENDSTER. :) would I believe? or not? :)

ok. ok. i can feel the spirit of christmas now. as in NOW. i want to REST. :P

but hey, i'ma bit confused, with one of my friends. idk. idk. REALLY. i hope i could understand things ASAP.

will i just dump my feelings? or let it stay? SHOCKS. :)

nyaaah. i will be absent tomorrow, because it's DAD's birthday. we'll be going to the cemetery and eat afterwards. i'm planning to study for our exam in ECO and my special QUIZ in math tomorrow. for i will take those quiz this FRIDAY.

and hey, i'm so excited for something. guess what? wee .. CHOCOLATES. :P

ok guys. need to GOOOOO. till tomorrow. MWUAH.

12/4/07

` the day of unpredictable moments ..

to start the day off, i was a bit TIRED. yeah, because i slept at around 11pm waiting for my stomache to digest all the foods i have eaten the other day. it was quite a DARN thing. haha. well, whatever. anyhoo, tito mike just arrived in manila this morning, and i'm sure RAQUELA is so happy about it. nyaah. (raquela is my BEAUTIFUL aunt, mom's sis). her wedding will be this Sunday and i'm soo looking forward about it. so excited to WALK down the aisle. as if i'm the bride. waaa. then who's my groom? well. idk. ;p

well. let's look forward. hmm? i suffered from headache the whole morning. and it is really BAD. as in. i always feel like i want to sleep and i don't want to listen any of the teacher's discussion. but, the good thing is, our class is IRREGULAR. due to the upcoming accreditation of the school this coming Thursday. (dad's bday) .. i hope MPSC will be MUST soon. well, i feel like, it's hmm. nothing. darn.

i'm so happy. we got 20/20 in our play in english. a big congratulation to JADE and CHRISTINE for a JOB well done. haha. and also to me noh! being a narrator isn't an easy thing. REALLY. haha :)

tomorrow will be a tiring day, for sure. we will have our general cleaning for our assigned places. and darn, we were assigned in our own CLASSROOM. as in in our four-walled BIG (?) and HOT classroom. really. well, i hope i'll be doing fine tomorrow. nyaaah. no headaches and no HEARTACHES anymore. huhu. x(

nyaah. i'm so sorry for someone. really. don't wanna talk about it because it isn't that deep.

i want to see kuya henry then. i missed him. as well as ate fibz. and all the people in the world. haha. :)

i'm so excited for next week's event. yahooooo! LTS? oh, it bothers me. if i'll join or not. i want to, but for sure my mom wouldn't want me to join. so the best thing to do is, BEHAVE. ;p

mom is so LOUD. really. she always shouts and iDK. darn. it irritates my precious ear. char. haha. :)

i love my friends and i need to accept them for who they are.

oh. ok. i need to gooooo. bye.

12/3/07

today is Ate Lekssy's birthday. :) she's one of my CLOSEST cousin. and she lives in Olongapo. :) we're too far from each other, that's why when she is here, we always bond and do all the things that we want to do. hehe. i'm so excited. i'll be seeing her next week and yeah. SO EXCITED. :)

today is a FINE day with a WEAK mood. i don't feel like going to school and as well as to TALK a lot. i want to be silent, keep my mouth of and find some place that is very COLD. because, darn. our classroom is really HOT. so HOT than you have ever expected. really.

early this morning, we saw some flower vendors outside our premises, so uh. i thought today is the celebration of the teacher's day. so we have been so excited because we thought that we willn't have any class in the morning. but then, we are terribly WRONG. it isn't the teachers day yet, according to some of the teachers. darn. soooo BAD.

we saw Mrs. Mañus this morning. she's back in the school now. really. she's now sexy. super SEXY than you have ever expected dearies. hehe. and she looks so PRETTY and inspired with her looks. well, i do believe it's because of her new born baby CHLOE (i don't know if that's the real spelling). the baby is really CUTE. had a chance to see the baby this afternoon together with her HANDSOME dad and PRETTY mom. hehe. :)

Joy is back in the group now. i'm so HAPPY :)

you know what, i'm really hoping to see someone. but GOD doesn't want me to meet that person. so SAD. though, it's alright. but hey, have some message to someone:

so, unsa man? in-ani nalang? kalimtanay nalang? okay.FINE.

okay okay. i'm ok now. i hate our math lesson this morning. i didn't understand the things about TRIGO. darn. need to review later for we will have a quiz tomorrow. KAPOY.

so, tomorrow, we will have a play in english and i'am the NARRATIVE (haha. according to DONAT). well, my job is quite easy. and i'm not nervous either. :) and we'll also wear our casuals tomorrow, AGAIN. i really don't know what to wear. really. hate it.

and my tita will go to Manila tomorrow. to meet her HUSBAND-to-BE tito Mic. so excited to see him. really. well, my father's bday is coming .. :)

i was really crazy in our eco this afternoon. really. don't wanna share it because it's DARN YUCK. to the maxx.

ok.ok. need to go. buhbye :)

:)

tomorrow. our regular class AGAIN starts. i don't know if i want to listen in our next lessons. because, i feel like, i want to spend my X'MAS vacation NOW. as in NOW. i'm so excited for Christmas to come as well as the New Year's day. but i know, it willn't be easy facing these special part of every year's happening, because we aren't COMPLETE. my dad isn't here now, and this would be the first Christmas of mine without him at my side. i don't know what i will feel if ever, Christmas day strikes. well, the death of my dad leaves a very BIG pain in my heart. i love him so much. x(

anyhoo. i'm a bit happy for Ate Fibe helped me face my problem. because of her experiences, i realized on what's the best thing to do if ever i will encounter a specific problem again. thank you so much Ate Fibz. you helped me A LOT. really, a LOT. you're really the BEST :)

i don't know if i'm excited to face my day tomorrow. nyaah. many things had happened this day. and i don't know EVERYTHING. rawr. i always say I DON'T KNOW because I REALLY DON'T KNOW. and that's for REAL. nyaah.

` i saw someone yesterday and made a big impact on my HEART. i missed him. i hope i could always see him. and i HOPE, i could decide what's best for my HEART and for some things as well. :)

oreo isn't in a good mood because her parents don't want her to join their christmas party. well, i'm also confused on what to do. so i adviced her to tell her parents that their PARTY is compulsory and if she will not attend, her STAT and RESEARCH grade will be lowered. shocks. i'm so bad. hahaha. nyaah. :)

i saw tita Jeanie this afternoon and she looks so pretty, beautiful && GORGEOUS. really. i so love her look then. i want to be like her. but darn, i'm contented on who I'AM. :)

i want to be part of CHUY barkada. really. i want to be a host sooooon. :) whew.

yeah. things goooo smoothly and mom and I aren't talking yet .. there will really come a time for us. well, GOODBYE people. :)