12/7/07

` the day of TEARS..

i have cried A LOT. a LOT than you have ever expected. i was sooo darn sad .. because i can't carry the things that BOTHERS me the most. you could think that i'am a HAPPY,STRONG girl, but no .. i'm definitely weak. when i started to cry, i don't know how to end it. feeling so so WEAK && SAD. and i always think that it would be my time to go back in my REAL world.

though, my day isn't that sad. i was still happy, A BIT. thinking that my dearest friends doesn't want me to be SAD and cry all the time. i put some small SMILE in my face and i faced the reality of being an ordinary SCHOOLGIRL. orayt.orayt. so i had a lot of time with my friends later in the afternoon. we bond, but not that much, because i was chatting with ate Josh. hehe. so,i left kuya henry,bests and others to have their own world first .. nyah. then that's it. we discussed a lot of things and i always dream to be a part of KPA. darn. i so love dancing. but idk. mom wouldn't ALLOW me, for sure. SUMO na kau. darn.

then, oh. our special quiz in math .. err. they said it's hard,but darn. it's quite hard. it's A BIT easy. haha. well,i hope i could get a good score, also with our quiz in eco, it was a bit hard memorizing the things about GLOBALIZATION. nyaah. our ST is fun. she's one of the best.

ok. i admit, i'm kinda happy, for i saw him. AT LAST. darn. it's been a long time. nyaaah. okay. let's MOVE ON. :)

tito michael gave me a christmas present.MONEY. rawr. haha. i could buy what i want. well, azei. i wanna watch a movie. well, i think ate kk and i will watch pasukob tomorrow. we'll just see. hmmm. i'm so excited for COCO BAY. we'll be going there this Sunday, and we'll swim swim and swim all we can. nyaaah. :)

ate fibe knows PEGGY na, as well as kuya henry. let's keep it a, secret. orayt? hehe.

i want to SHOUT as in SHOUT everything i CAN. :\

i'm currently SAD. ciao. :'(