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tomorrow. our regular class AGAIN starts. i don't know if i want to listen in our next lessons. because, i feel like, i want to spend my X'MAS vacation NOW. as in NOW. i'm so excited for Christmas to come as well as the New Year's day. but i know, it willn't be easy facing these special part of every year's happening, because we aren't COMPLETE. my dad isn't here now, and this would be the first Christmas of mine without him at my side. i don't know what i will feel if ever, Christmas day strikes. well, the death of my dad leaves a very BIG pain in my heart. i love him so much. x(

anyhoo. i'm a bit happy for Ate Fibe helped me face my problem. because of her experiences, i realized on what's the best thing to do if ever i will encounter a specific problem again. thank you so much Ate Fibz. you helped me A LOT. really, a LOT. you're really the BEST :)

i don't know if i'm excited to face my day tomorrow. nyaah. many things had happened this day. and i don't know EVERYTHING. rawr. i always say I DON'T KNOW because I REALLY DON'T KNOW. and that's for REAL. nyaah.

` i saw someone yesterday and made a big impact on my HEART. i missed him. i hope i could always see him. and i HOPE, i could decide what's best for my HEART and for some things as well. :)

oreo isn't in a good mood because her parents don't want her to join their christmas party. well, i'm also confused on what to do. so i adviced her to tell her parents that their PARTY is compulsory and if she will not attend, her STAT and RESEARCH grade will be lowered. shocks. i'm so bad. hahaha. nyaah. :)

i saw tita Jeanie this afternoon and she looks so pretty, beautiful && GORGEOUS. really. i so love her look then. i want to be like her. but darn, i'm contented on who I'AM. :)

i want to be part of CHUY barkada. really. i want to be a host sooooon. :) whew.

yeah. things goooo smoothly and mom and I aren't talking yet .. there will really come a time for us. well, GOODBYE people. :)