International Studies

last few days, i was thinking of what to take in college. XD actually, i have lots of favorite courses, but then, i`m super in love with the course - INTERNATIONAL STUDIES. :) i don`t know what would be the topics, lessons, subjects, and etc to be learned in this course. but, i just love the name itself. haha. INTERNATIONAL. oh dba? naah. & a while ago, i decided to search something about IS. and here`s what i found out:

``International Studies is an interdisciplinary
major that provides students with that foundation. Drawing from history, economics, political science, geography, and foreign language and
culture studies, we examine both global and regional issues with the hope of
understanding the forces that shape the global environment today and their
relationship to the lives of people both at home and around the world. Majors
complete three years of foreign language, 15 hours of core International Studies
requirements on global topics, and 18 hours of courses in one of the following
regional concentrations: Europe, Latin America, or East Asia. ``

` shockerrr. i never thought it would turn out this way. i never thought there would be this CRUELSOME subject - ECONOMICS. gosh. i actually HATE economics. AS IN. :p i don`t know why, but it`s really super NAAAH. i can`t describe. & now, 50-50 mode ko, if i`ll still take up IS in my near college life. toinktoink. this is really crazy, i never expected that it would turn out this way. HAHAHA. xD i hate this! SUPERBLY. but i`ll think of this gyud. AS IN. hehe. nyaaaah. XD

goodbye for now. mwah * :)

Overloved.

oyess. overloved. i`m NOT overloved by someone, nor overloved with someone, but rather, i`m overloved with the song - OVERLOVED. XD shocks. i never thought i would like & definitely, love that song. since, i`m super deadma with that song sauna. :) i super love the lyrics, the tune, EVERYTHING about the song. it made me think of some "memorable" moments of some people out there. *ehem* :p anyway, i tell you, Paula Deanda`s songs are super nice. really. i also love her songs - Doing Too Much - "I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through" - this is my favorite stanza of the song. :) waahaa. & also, Walk Away - "I can't explain this feelingI think about it everyday And even though we've moved onIt gets so hard to walk away", Wanna Be With You - "'Cause I don't want nobody else (no, no) I just wanna be with you (with you) You're the only one who completes me baby You're the one who makes me whole" oh. gosh. i`m falling in love with those songs guys, really. XD they are really SUPER! haha.

well, anyway. before i`ll go crazy here, i just want to share to you what happened to me this day. haha. nyaaaa. i saw my co-fernz this morning @ school, because today was the assigned day for us to get our report cards. and yeah, i`m quite happy for i`m still an honor student. XD i was really super duper nervous `coz i thought my PHYSICS`s grade is below 85. nyaaah. good thing, i got - 85, no more, no less. haha. toinktoink. THANK GOD! nyaa. but super bad news, my Math grade decreased from 90 to 86. o.O wow! omaigash. i really need to make "bawi" next school year. really. ainako. this is driving me crazy! ANYHOO, (enough with that chuchu grades), i was super happy for Ate Isay & Kuya Martin. haha. they`re officially LOVERS. waaa. i love their team up, super. haha. XD "cute kaayo sila tan-awon! :p" well. well. i was with Joy the whole afternoon. haha. we stayed @ Ketkai since it was the GRADUATION DAY of MPSC - and oh, CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL SENIORS! :) super sad kaayo ko, most of my Ate`s & Kuya`s are graduating, & :( i willn`t see them anymore in school. naaah. i need to search another batch of ate`s and kuya`s. haha. i know there are lot, EVERYWHERE. :p weee.

and tomorrow, is the TSL culminating activity. i need to be in school @ 7am, because we`ll be leaving @ exactly 8am daw. nyaaah. i`m soo excited but in the other hand, i don`t know if i should really be excited for it. since, i know it would be super tiring. o.O nyaaah. again & again. haha. "mura kog wla nag bakasyon karon, cge rko ug larag, but i like it! :)" staying @ home is superbly BORING. haha. as in as in. :p this is a nice opportunity for me. really. aha! XD

"umaasang magmamahal muli, ang buong akala ko`y sya nah .. "
- hahaha. i sang that song yesterday @ the Turn-over ceremony. gosh. grabeeeh, makarelate kau q ana nga song bah? pests! XD wla na gyud lain song, since kay Kuya Martin ko nag base sa unsa iyang nahibal-an. wee. XD
wla lng. he heard me sing it , i hope wla xa nag think nga gidibdib gyud nako ang song. HAHAHAHA.

oh. gosh.
i hate this! i hate the INTERNET CONNECTION!
super bagal! darrrrnn. :p

i won`t stay long, since i need to rest early. & i`ll wait for mom to arrive. i haven`t had my dinner yet. haha. :)

Godbless you,

KISHA XD

A Disaster.

oh. it`s not really a disaster. sorry to scare you with my title, but for me, i think the situation/s i`m facing now is/are really a disaster. o.O

there have been a lot of things that had happened in my life for the last days. & i`m so sorry dear bloggie for i wasn`t able to write even one about those moments. and now, "babawi ako". well, i have lots of time now. i could do whatever i want to do, anytime. except for spending money, i don`t have any. :) yesss. i`m so poor this time. well, anyway. last week was the Holy Week. & to tell you honestly, i wasn`t able to feel the relevance @ those times. i used my time facing on the monitor of our computer. chatting or maybe, having some small chitchats with friends on friendster. well, it wasn`t a big deal @ all. it was totally boring & i haven`t thought, i could enjoy myself by just facing @ the pc, all day long. (i do have breaks. duh). i was like sooo home alone for i`m missing my dearest friends in school. we had our outing (3-rose) last monday, oh i mean, yesterday @ shoreline Opol. & the place wasn`t really new to me at all. we rarely swim @ those places & blablabla. well, to shorten everything. i had fun. really. superbly. i enjoyed watching "Sydney White", it`s a movie of Amanda Bynes, & i was really inspired with the story. not to mention her loveteam - Tyler Collins. sheet. he is really a HEARTTHROB. XD and uh, in the middle of our outing, my mami (gizelle), received a text from Irish, telling that we will have our meeting @ the Student Center (in school) 5pm. and oh, i was super duper confused to budget my time that time. haha. because, after the outing, my mind was fixed that we`ll go directly to Ate Fibe`s treat in Ice Castle. & i know, that it will take time, ofcourse, girls - a lot of chikka`s & everything. & that`s it. i had a lot of worries that time, it`s too many to mention .. so let`s get going. XD after the outing, we (Yreka. Dhebbie. Me.) went directly to Ice Castle, to meet Ate Fibe & Kuya Macky, but UNFORTUNATELY, we haven`t seen their faces. uh-oh. so we decided to separate. i still have my appointment @ school, and ate dhebbie wants to go home as well. so that`s it. as i was entering the school - i`m so nervous. knowing that i will REALLY see HIM (you know who he is), ofcourse, he will always be present in the meeting. it`s his duty. so uh, blabla. all i can say is - he changed. XD i don`t know, but really that`s what i saw with all his actions. and hello? he can`t even say my name! yeah, really. & it HURTS. i don`t know why he acts that way, but i KNOW that there is a deep reason behind it. i don`t want to ask because i know he doesn`t have time for it. all he cares about is his - work. XD yeah. and i do understand him in a way. well, that`s it. i`m afraid that we were talked about after the events that happened in the summit. but i hope & pray, what i`m thinking is entirely FALSE. XD DISTANCE is the answer. haha. anyway, tomorrow is the RECOGNITION day, and i will be there. because, FORTUNATELY, i`m the SINGER OF THE YEAR! gosh. it`s hard to believe @first, because i was thinking that Bernadette will be the chosen one. and hey, it turned out to be me. which is really SHOCKING. in a way that, i don`t know. oops. XD i hope MOM is proud of me. kahit na that was the only award i got this year. i know, she EXPECTED a lot from me, & i never cared to think about it. nyaaah. i wasn`t able to be one of the TOP5 this year because, to tell you honestly, i don`t know how to balance my studies & my extra-curricular activities. o.O yes! and that`s what i should work out next school year. that would be my LAST chance, so uh. i really need to do my best! i don`t want to disappoint my family, especially mom. i want to pay her by this! and yeah, i hope i can do this next year. i know GOD is there. i`ll just do my responsibilities, & GOD will do the rest. :) yey! i still have a LOT of hopes here. i know i can do this! XD

anyway. i would like to thank the people behind the outing chuchu:
BESTS! (for EVERYTHING)
Bests`s Father - Mr. Quinlog (for the hitch thing. haha)
Bests`s Mother - Mrs. Quinlog (")
Oreo - Glory (for the P15)
Puhnee - Czarmaine (for the pixes)
Ate Dheb (for the cake & pixes haha)
Mami & Jay (for the advices)
and some other else. XD

THANKYOU SO MUCH! XD
i was really POOR that time. haha. i have my money actually but it`s enough for my payment sa Dorm in USEP. XD
errr. and also YOU, thanks ferr` reading this. hehe.

all i can say is -
MAHIRAP MAGMAHAL SA `DI TAMANG PANAHON.
oyeah. ROCK ON. haha.

Muchie Lovie,
KISHA XD