oh. it`s not really a disaster. sorry to scare you with my title, but for me, i think the situation/s i`m facing now is/are really a disaster. o.O
there have been a lot of things that had happened in my life for the last days. & i`m so sorry dear bloggie for i wasn`t able to write even one about those moments. and now, "babawi ako". well, i have lots of time now. i could do whatever i want to do, anytime. except for spending money, i don`t have any. :) yesss. i`m so poor this time. well, anyway. last week was the Holy Week. & to tell you honestly, i wasn`t able to feel the relevance @ those times. i used my time facing on the monitor of our computer. chatting or maybe, having some small chitchats with friends on friendster. well, it wasn`t a big deal @ all. it was totally boring & i haven`t thought, i could enjoy myself by just facing @ the pc, all day long. (i do have breaks. duh). i was like sooo home alone for i`m missing my dearest friends in school. we had our outing (3-rose) last monday, oh i mean, yesterday @ shoreline Opol. & the place wasn`t really new to me at all. we rarely swim @ those places & blablabla. well, to shorten everything. i had fun. really. superbly. i enjoyed watching "Sydney White", it`s a movie of Amanda Bynes, & i was really inspired with the story. not to mention her loveteam - Tyler Collins. sheet. he is really a HEARTTHROB. XD and uh, in the middle of our outing, my mami (gizelle), received a text from Irish, telling that we will have our meeting @ the Student Center (in school) 5pm. and oh, i was super duper confused to budget my time that time. haha. because, after the outing, my mind was fixed that we`ll go directly to Ate Fibe`s treat in Ice Castle. & i know, that it will take time, ofcourse, girls - a lot of chikka`s & everything. & that`s it. i had a lot of worries that time, it`s too many to mention .. so let`s get going. XD after the outing, we (Yreka. Dhebbie. Me.) went directly to Ice Castle, to meet Ate Fibe & Kuya Macky, but UNFORTUNATELY, we haven`t seen their faces. uh-oh. so we decided to separate. i still have my appointment @ school, and ate dhebbie wants to go home as well. so that`s it. as i was entering the school - i`m so nervous. knowing that i will REALLY see HIM (you know who he is), ofcourse, he will always be present in the meeting. it`s his duty. so uh, blabla. all i can say is - he changed. XD i don`t know, but really that`s what i saw with all his actions. and hello? he can`t even say my name! yeah, really. & it HURTS. i don`t know why he acts that way, but i KNOW that there is a deep reason behind it. i don`t want to ask because i know he doesn`t have time for it. all he cares about is his - work. XD yeah. and i do understand him in a way. well, that`s it. i`m afraid that we were talked about after the events that happened in the summit. but i hope & pray, what i`m thinking is entirely FALSE. XD DISTANCE is the answer. haha. anyway, tomorrow is the RECOGNITION day, and i will be there. because, FORTUNATELY, i`m the SINGER OF THE YEAR! gosh. it`s hard to believe @first, because i was thinking that Bernadette will be the chosen one. and hey, it turned out to be me. which is really SHOCKING. in a way that, i don`t know. oops. XD i hope MOM is proud of me. kahit na that was the only award i got this year. i know, she EXPECTED a lot from me, & i never cared to think about it. nyaaah. i wasn`t able to be one of the TOP5 this year because, to tell you honestly, i don`t know how to balance my studies & my extra-curricular activities. o.O yes! and that`s what i should work out next school year. that would be my LAST chance, so uh. i really need to do my best! i don`t want to disappoint my family, especially mom. i want to pay her by this! and yeah, i hope i can do this next year. i know GOD is there. i`ll just do my responsibilities, & GOD will do the rest. :) yey! i still have a LOT of hopes here. i know i can do this! XD
anyway. i would like to thank the people behind the outing chuchu:
BESTS! (for EVERYTHING)
Bests`s Father - Mr. Quinlog (for the hitch thing. haha)
Bests`s Mother - Mrs. Quinlog (")
Oreo - Glory (for the P15)
Puhnee - Czarmaine (for the pixes)
Ate Dheb (for the cake & pixes haha)
Mami & Jay (for the advices)
and some other else. XD
THANKYOU SO MUCH! XD
i was really POOR that time. haha. i have my money actually but it`s enough for my payment sa Dorm in USEP. XD
errr. and also YOU, thanks ferr` reading this. hehe.
all i can say is -
MAHIRAP MAGMAHAL SA `DI TAMANG PANAHON.
oyeah. ROCK ON. haha.
Muchie Lovie,
KISHA XD
there have been a lot of things that had happened in my life for the last days. & i`m so sorry dear bloggie for i wasn`t able to write even one about those moments. and now, "babawi ako". well, i have lots of time now. i could do whatever i want to do, anytime. except for spending money, i don`t have any. :) yesss. i`m so poor this time. well, anyway. last week was the Holy Week. & to tell you honestly, i wasn`t able to feel the relevance @ those times. i used my time facing on the monitor of our computer. chatting or maybe, having some small chitchats with friends on friendster. well, it wasn`t a big deal @ all. it was totally boring & i haven`t thought, i could enjoy myself by just facing @ the pc, all day long. (i do have breaks. duh). i was like sooo home alone for i`m missing my dearest friends in school. we had our outing (3-rose) last monday, oh i mean, yesterday @ shoreline Opol. & the place wasn`t really new to me at all. we rarely swim @ those places & blablabla. well, to shorten everything. i had fun. really. superbly. i enjoyed watching "Sydney White", it`s a movie of Amanda Bynes, & i was really inspired with the story. not to mention her loveteam - Tyler Collins. sheet. he is really a HEARTTHROB. XD and uh, in the middle of our outing, my mami (gizelle), received a text from Irish, telling that we will have our meeting @ the Student Center (in school) 5pm. and oh, i was super duper confused to budget my time that time. haha. because, after the outing, my mind was fixed that we`ll go directly to Ate Fibe`s treat in Ice Castle. & i know, that it will take time, ofcourse, girls - a lot of chikka`s & everything. & that`s it. i had a lot of worries that time, it`s too many to mention .. so let`s get going. XD after the outing, we (Yreka. Dhebbie. Me.) went directly to Ice Castle, to meet Ate Fibe & Kuya Macky, but UNFORTUNATELY, we haven`t seen their faces. uh-oh. so we decided to separate. i still have my appointment @ school, and ate dhebbie wants to go home as well. so that`s it. as i was entering the school - i`m so nervous. knowing that i will REALLY see HIM (you know who he is), ofcourse, he will always be present in the meeting. it`s his duty. so uh, blabla. all i can say is - he changed. XD i don`t know, but really that`s what i saw with all his actions. and hello? he can`t even say my name! yeah, really. & it HURTS. i don`t know why he acts that way, but i KNOW that there is a deep reason behind it. i don`t want to ask because i know he doesn`t have time for it. all he cares about is his - work. XD yeah. and i do understand him in a way. well, that`s it. i`m afraid that we were talked about after the events that happened in the summit. but i hope & pray, what i`m thinking is entirely FALSE. XD DISTANCE is the answer. haha. anyway, tomorrow is the RECOGNITION day, and i will be there. because, FORTUNATELY, i`m the SINGER OF THE YEAR! gosh. it`s hard to believe @first, because i was thinking that Bernadette will be the chosen one. and hey, it turned out to be me. which is really SHOCKING. in a way that, i don`t know. oops. XD i hope MOM is proud of me. kahit na that was the only award i got this year. i know, she EXPECTED a lot from me, & i never cared to think about it. nyaaah. i wasn`t able to be one of the TOP5 this year because, to tell you honestly, i don`t know how to balance my studies & my extra-curricular activities. o.O yes! and that`s what i should work out next school year. that would be my LAST chance, so uh. i really need to do my best! i don`t want to disappoint my family, especially mom. i want to pay her by this! and yeah, i hope i can do this next year. i know GOD is there. i`ll just do my responsibilities, & GOD will do the rest. :) yey! i still have a LOT of hopes here. i know i can do this! XD
anyway. i would like to thank the people behind the outing chuchu:
BESTS! (for EVERYTHING)
Bests`s Father - Mr. Quinlog (for the hitch thing. haha)
Bests`s Mother - Mrs. Quinlog (")
Oreo - Glory (for the P15)
Puhnee - Czarmaine (for the pixes)
Ate Dheb (for the cake & pixes haha)
Mami & Jay (for the advices)
and some other else. XD
THANKYOU SO MUCH! XD
i was really POOR that time. haha. i have my money actually but it`s enough for my payment sa Dorm in USEP. XD
errr. and also YOU, thanks ferr` reading this. hehe.
all i can say is -
MAHIRAP MAGMAHAL SA `DI TAMANG PANAHON.
oyeah. ROCK ON. haha.
Muchie Lovie,
KISHA XD
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