shockness. it has been a very long time since i last visit and wrote something here in my blog. and there are these VALID reasons behind: first, i`m EXTREMELY tired. second, i was HURT, and like - it made me SO weak that i can`t afford to type a single letter here in my blog, and THIRD, i don`t understand what i feel. :(
promise. i`m like so exhausted for the whole week. and i don`t know how to get over it. HELP me, please? :'(
i think seeing HIM would be the BEST solution. but it`s so IMPOSSIBLE. tomorrow, i`ll be seeing him, hopefully.
uh, i started my week with having my monthly period. and it was over DUH. i was really moody last past few days, and i always got hurt EASILY. like, hello? nyah. i know it`s because of my "hormones". i`m also like working to understand some of my friends`s attitude. and i tell you, it`s not easy to accept THEIR own personalities. but i love them, that`s why i`m working on it PIECE by PIECE. nyah. :\
last Tuesday, i never thought i would be VERY hurt with the things Kuya Henry said about someone. i was like so silent the whole time he UTTERED all those words, and when i felt like i can`t carry it anymore - I WALKED OUT. feeling so SAD, feeling so DOWN & everything. i don`t know if he knows what i feel, but it was like so SAKIT. maskin dli ako ang tao. pro murag lain kau paminawon ky, dretso lang daun xa mag judge nga in-ana xa, without knowing him that much. JUDGING IS REALLY BAD - labaw na kung NEGATIVE. i feel sorry for him. i know A LOT don`t like him, i know. but i`m STILL holding on, and i don`t know why. :'(
he`s a person who`s DIFFICULT to forget. everything all about HIM is wonderful. i mean, he`s really TRUE. nyah. i hope he really is. kahit na in-ani ko karon, i still have a LOT of questions travelling all around my mind. hoping that someday, i can have the ANSWERS. hahai. i can`t expect na i`m having a problems like these now. some would say (scientifically) that this is because of OUR hormones because i`m growing and like that. BLABLA. i don`t think so. IDONTKNOW. shocks. i`m going crazy. ;p
and like in the other hand, i`m happy. because atlast, i saw ate fibe and like we BONDED this afternoon in MCDO. nag treat xa sa amo, and bibo kaau mi. hehe. i hope mahitabo to utro bei. CHARING. hehe. nyah. :)
hahai. i need to sleep BLOGGIE. nyah.
mwa mwa & mwa. :)
Friday, February 22, 2008
I`m so TIRED
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Feb1708
i miss blogging, supermuch. nyah. :(
many had happened this day, and so as the last day. hehe. Anne & i started to practice just this morning for our number in GADT`s show. we practiced - Mahal Ka Sa Akin & Tuwing Umuulan. it`s quite difficult to sing the songs at first, but as time goes by, i get used to it. and like, it starting to be my favorite songs AGAIN. haha. i know it willn`t be forever. nyah. then, uh. naghulat mi kei derrick para ka practice cla ni anne sa ilang song. shocks. i`m so sleepy kanina morning kei kulang kau ako tulog. naghulat baya ko sa iya mu text, kaya lang. wla gyud xa nagtext. SHOCKS. so mga 12+ na gyud ko katulog. GOSH oi. tapos, ayun. we had our lunch @ Prito Paborito. and waited until, 3pm strikes, for us to get ready for the show. i was like so nervous before sa pagkanta namo kay, lahi na baya kau. KETKAI nah ni. haha. dli na SM. shocks gyud. tapos, mao to. THANK GOD, wla koi sayop. and many gave their compliments after the show, THANKS A LOT. i hope i will be discovered by some talent centers there, EHEM. haha. jokie. tus after sa show nag grocery nami sa robinsons, and after sa robinsons, dinner na daun @ Jollibee. :)
while i was going back to JOBBY from the CR, i saw HIM & his ate. shocks. i was like so nervous sa pag tagbo namo. haha. to hide the nervousness i felt, i smiled all the time. HAHAH. gipaila2 nya sa ako iya ate. and she`s so PRETTY. hehe. naa cla similarities gyud. hehe. ofcorz, magkapatid gyud cla. haha. saon. so mao to. atleast, i saw his ate nah .. hehe. and i also saw him. it`s a BIG achievement. gosh. hehe. :)
so, i`m soo sleepy nah. mwah mwah .. sleep nko.. :)
GOODNIGHT & Godbless.
