Anything Goes

It feels good to love someone,
It feels good to love somebody,
It feels good to love everybody,
and ..
It feels so good to LOVE you.

Love makes us happy,
Love makes us inspired,
Love makes us sad,
and ..
Love makes us STUPID ;p

When we are in love ...
we tend to do everything,
we tend to make it right even if it's so wrong,
we tend to fight for it,
and ..
we also tend to be BLIND.

So, if we are loving someone ...
we need to be patient,
we need to be true,
we need to be loyal,
and lastly ..
we need to be CAREFUL.

by:
Kisha :)
~ the writer-WANNABE! ahaha ;p

The Effect Of Being Bored ;p

You know what,

i always think of you ..
i always dream of you ..
i always imagine that you're always at my side ..
and,
I always think that you will be MINE in timeless existence.
but hey, i was WRONG.

I was really wrong.
Those were just my poor imagination, and the worst is,
I can have you NO MORE.

I never thought that this would happen,
I never thought you've done this to me,
I never thought I was just nothing to you,
and ..
I never thought that it's so wrong falling for you.

All i ask is just a little honesty,
Tell me, tell me.
Oh baby, it's killing me ....

~ a stupid creation. i made this, this morning Nov3, at around

10-11am. ahaha. i wasn't using the pc kasi, so i was bored,

and decided to write some nonsensical things. haha. :)

NOTE: i didn't made this for somebody,

this is truly a stupid EFFECT of being ennui. Orayt? ;p

WORD MEANING:

Ennui - the feeling of being bored :)

It made me cry :\

how do i explain
what my heart truly contains
when i thought i know what's real
i never imagine this is what i'll feel..
- TONI

it really made me cry. as i was watching the video of yesterday's episode of PBB, i never thought i would cry, it made a big impact for me. really! i so love toni for what she has shown. she have learned so many things inside the big yellow house. how i wish, i'll get inside, and learn many many things about each others life. i have dreamed to become a housemate, once.. but i think it's impossible ;p

but hey. if you want to view the video, here's the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tSXok286faU

you will really cry, i say. :)

be back later. have something to post. xD
SAYONARA ;p

TODAY

is November 1. the start of my ever waited month - November. 17 days to go, then i'll be FIFTEEN. gosh, i'm growing old nah. so excited for the upcoming days, i'll be going to see my friends again on Nov5, my bro's bday - Nov14, mom's bday - Nov16, my day - Nov17, and a very special day - Nov18 (only me knows about what happened that day. but it isn't important anyway). sooo, my month is filled with excitement, happiness, and a bit sadness. to tell you frankly, i'm happy. so happy. you don't need to know the reason why i'm happy, baket hindi ba pwede? well, i have been a happy person ever since. but dili jud maiwasan nga in some ways, i'm sad. it's because, i miss my father so much. so so much. i tell you, it isn't easy to accept the fact that my father is nowhere to be found physically. but i know that he is spiritually alive. omg, i just miss him, so much. really! well, anyway, this evening, we went to Greenhills to visit my father and Lolo Pab's grave. it's raining so hard, may nalang naay tent. we had our dinner there, together with my Mom, my bro (KP), Tita Kel, Tita Christine, Marie, Sheila, Kuya Allen, Lola and her friend. though, mom always let us keep our mouth shut, 'coz she is thorougly irritated. so, i was so silent all the way. keeping my sweet smiles, and hard laughs. rawr, it ain't easy keeping the real you, i say. :) after awhile, we decided not to stay long there, 'coz Tito Sal is online nah, and i also don't wanna miss Marimar. haha. i'm just getting hook up with it. such a nice teleserye! :) uh, then now. we are home. actually, ganina rato. hehe. currently, i'm so bothered with my dream last night. it was really stupid? i say. nyaaah. i don't know what's the real meaning about that dream, but i'm not interested to know it either. it was about someone, who have been a part of my life, and masyadong masyado ang nangyari doon. haha. diba bests? lol. sorry, it's not appropriate to post it here. and that's it, i think i have so many things to buy for the upcoming classes. yeah, i need to buy another earphone for my MP4. guba nasad xa, gosh. i need to be careful next time. and i think, i have so many things to do. really! hey, please help me pray about the results of my exams. i hope it's all positive. gosh, i'm so nervous about it. basta, i know, i did my very best, and i hope that best is really enough for me to prove to my mom that i really can do it. haay. anyway, it's 11:25pm (my time) and i'm still very awake. haha. so so, i need to go. i need to fix my multiply pah. till here.

hao shui (goodnight) :]
iloveyou all.. :)

WTE Survey ^_^

1) Single, Taken, Crushing, orFlirty?
Single, Crushing and Flirty!! haha. flirty in a way nga good diba? btw, joke rana. :)

2) Are you happy with where you are?
yes i'am.. wala man gud samok.

3) Anyone cheated on you before?
oh, maybe.

4) Have you ever had your heartbroken?
hala, murag. dili ko sure, kay kung broken na akong heart, patay na unta ko diba? so, murag dili.. hehe.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheatingis ok?
duhhhrr. cheating will never be okay, kay gapasakit lang ka sa isa ka tao. azeeey. haha..

6) Have you ever talked aboutmarriagewith another person?
yeyeah. y not?? wala man pud gabawal diba? yey..

7) Have you ever wanted kids?
ofcourse.. sayang ang beauty kung dili i-mana. hahaha. jokeness.

8) How many?
as much as possible, duha ra oi. malosyang pd ta kung daghan.. haha.

9) Would you consider adoption?
ai, depende. mas tsada baya jud kung imo dugo diba..

10) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
unta.. malay mo, like gihapon taka, diba? so MU ang labas. ahahaha. :)

11) Do you want someone you can't have?
murag.. haha. dili ko sure, kay dili pud nko gusto i-sure.. haha. whatever!

12) Who do you like right now?
halaka.. si kuan, si kanang, unsa gani to iya name?? hahhaa.

13) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
o'yess..

14) Do you want to be with someone right now?
yea. i wanna be with my dad.. :(

15) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldnt?
yea?? haha.

16) Have you ever broken someonesheart before?
halaka, ou. makaguilty doh.. as in.

17) What would you say about your most recent ex?
whaaaaat? exx? omg. you mean, ex-crush?? well. no comment..

18) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
ou, kung kinahanglan. pro dili pud as in bad nga pag change.. dapat change for good. char.. haha.

19) Is it a good day?
i think soo..

20) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
unsa manang ex oi.. wala pkoy uyab no, for your informative. haha..

21) Do you believe in long distant relationships?
ou.. akong tita, long distance ila relationship..

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PART II

(sorry, walay lingaw, eveeerr!!)

*Are you allowed to have abf/gf?:

ambot lang skong motherhood.. haha. pro in my case, i'm not ready.. studies akong first priority. and i know, there will really come a time for that thingy.

*Describe yourself in one word when itcomes to love?

aguuyy. gwapa daw ko prme.. hahaha.

*Who would you pick, someone whoreally loves you or the one you reallylove?

pwede both?? hahah.

*Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tellhim/her?:

naingnan man nko.. pro ambot kung nituo xa.. blabla. :P

*Does it feel good to love?:

ou.. kay inspired kuno ka. haha.. mao rapud.

*God is giving u just 5 more minutesto live, IF you love someone what willyou say to that person?:

uh, diba sembreak karon? boring kaayo ba.. haha.

*What will you say to someone whodoesn't want to believe you lovehim/her?:

ai, bahala ka. it's your loss dude.. azeeey. haha..

*Which one hurts the most, he/sheleft you or played with you?:

duhhr. what's the difference aberr?

*Was der ever a time that you triedto learn to love someone?

ahaha.. ou. daw. kuno :)

*What's yOur opinion about someonewho's jealous?:

hayy. to be great is to be misunderstood.. bayooot! haha.

*What can you say about someone whotries to resist love?:

wla tay mahimo.. mao iya gusto. :)

*What can you say about playboy andplaygirl?

halaka, no comment. kay dili man pd ko in-ana.. pasagdi cla oi. haha.

*what can you say about those whohurt you?

karma lng ako sa inyo dohh!! dili ko palaaway.. haha.

*What can you say to the person wholoves you now:

waw.. shy ko. haha. salamat sa inyong lab.. maka blush xa, infurness. haha.

*How do you love?:

nah, mao.. oi, ma, unsaon daw pag love oh?? haha.

*Are you fast on having a crush onsomeone?Do you mean admire?

well, dali rman gyud ta ma attract mostly sa physical appearance.. pro ambot. :)

*Are you a jealous type?

ainako.. ayaw nko pangutan-i ana.. haha. :)

*Important FRIENDS OR FAMILY??:

both.. they're so important than anyone else.. :)

a MUST-READ poem

Unang hakbang nila ay paamuhin ka
Bigay roses, chocolates at iba pa
Nagbabait-baitan ‘pag kaharap ka
Plano kasi’y liligawan ka.

Kay sarap pakinggan ng mga salita nila
Hindi mo alam palipad-hangin lang pala
Tumalikod kay tinatawanan ka,
Pakipot pa raw kahit halata na.

Kukulitin ka hanggang masagot mo na
Susuyuin, susunduin san ka man magpunta
“ang bait niya”, bulong mo pa
‘Di mo alam pa-epek lang pala

tanong niya isang araw
“O, sasagutin mo na ba ako?”
ikaw naman na utu-uto
“Sige na nga, I love you too.”

Sa umpisa parang iisa kayo ng bituka
Holding hands while walking
Sometimes kissing while talking
Akala niyo wala ng ending

Pagsabihan mong huwag mag bisyo
Sagot niya, “yes dear, I promise to you”
Kapag wala ka na, sabi nito
“anong paki niya, asawa ba niya ako?”

good boy sabi ng friends niya
loving and caring add pa nila
“thank you friends” sabi niya
“hayaan niyo inuman tayo mamaya”

unti-unting naglaho
pagtitinginan na akala mo’y ‘di magababago
ano kaya ang dahilan
kung bakit kay daling nawala ang kabaitan?

‘di naglaon naisipan niyong putulin and relasyon.
Masakit man sa iyo, happy naman ang gago

At doon mo na isip..
Ang ginawa mo ay napakalaking katangahan
At iyong nalaman.. Lalaki, di mapagkakatiwalaan.

Girls, try to think about this. Guys, don't worry i know not all of you are like that. ^_^

Who am I?

I'm a girl who dreams to be a successful person someday. I'm optimistic and I'm conceived to think positively. I'm modest. I live my biography as what God has designed for me. I'm attempting to love those people who dislike my personality. I'm pleased by my co-FERNZ always. I totally admire those persons who make me grin. They complete my life and so as my family. Sam Concepcion is the guy who always keeps me inspired, and he is the love of my life. Even though, I know he is unapproachable, it isn’t important, as long as I will not lose my hope. There have been so many things that I have encountered that made me a better person with a firm attribute towards life. It had made a big impact to me and so as the people around me. But, it doesn’t matter, as long as God is there to guide me along the way. God is my rescuer. I run to him if ever I have some unfixed troubles. I really thank him for everything he has done for me and my family, and that made me believe that God really exists. If you have problems, don’t be afraid to approach him, he will help you. :)

I’m a nature-lover. I want to tour around the world, and wished to get Tourism as I step on my college life. Yeah, the course that I will take soon is still undetermined. How I wish I could take them all one at a time. Well, anyway, I hate those people who always feign to be someone whom they’re not, in short – Wannabes. I also hate those people who are plastic. They are what I call – Sluts. Uh, I’m a type of individual whose fear is to be hurt. In a way, that someone leaves me, someone betrayed me, someone who lied and everything. I have experienced once, and I don’t want to undergo that thing again. It takes time to recover and accept those things. I’m girly and I know most of the people think that I’m “arte” and like that. But I don’t mind their convictions, I know who I am. Honestly, I love to express my happiness by laughing so hard. I indeed love to laugh and smile when I’m with my friends and with my family. I don’t have enough patience. I’m easily peeved, especially when someone does some things which I don’t like. I’m also like a crying girl. I cry every time I feel sad, down, and weak. I also express my sad feeling by crying all through out the night. And yeah, I hate my eye bags. It isn’t prissy to look at.

I do believe in the saying that goes “To be great is to be misunderstood”. It’s because all the known people are always misconceived by others who are secretly envious with them, right?

Uh, I wanted to be what I desire someday. And hey, I wanted you to respect me, here in my own property, so that I will honor you as well.

I would like to thank my Mom, my family, who are always been there for me.
Also to my friends, co-FERNZ and others, thank you so much for making me happy and for making my life complete. And for all of you, thank you so much for admiring my page. Haha. I Love You All! :)

May God bless us always. (x.X)

Fetchy thingy

whew! i missed my blog so much. medyo matagal-tagal na yung last visit ko dito. (char! nagtalog ang loka! haha.) uh, anyways, there have been so many things that had happened for the last two days. i wasn't able to get enough rest because we always go to my tito's house to help him as well as his family for the upcoming elections. he is running for the position of barangay captain in Barra. many people expects that he will be the winner, but hey, dili musugot si Tarzan!!! haha. uh, last friday, we go to the hospital because i can't breathe well due to my ever-galore cough. haay. Dr.Navarro is my doctor. (he is the doctor of my late father) thanks to him for the meds he gave to me. it helped a lot. as in. then, in the evening of that day, my cousins and i practiced for our intermission number for my tito's meeting de avance. and thank God, i got the steps. we started practicing at 9pm and ended at 12am. haha. whatta! we practiced Sean Kingston's - Beautiful Girls. the steps are really nice, i say. uh, then in the following day - Saturday. is the day. wala lang. that's the day we danced. haha. you know what, we danced with these raindrops falling in our heads. yeah, we're dancing while raining. haha. but still, it's not a valid reason to stop dancing. haha. tsada gani siya kay naa pa effect. lol. then, that night i was able to meet someone, he is the cousin of Mark Bautista. (one of my favorite singers) he is nice, and yeah, so talkative. haha. but the funny thing was, i don't know his name. he was able to ask mine, but i forgot naman to ask him. haha. i'm really crazy. siguro kay sleepy napud kaayo ko adto. hehe. we got home that day mga 2am. yeah, and i woke up at around 8am. because my tito Boboy told my mom that we should be early pag adto sa barra, kay daghan daw buhaton. so ayun, i'm so puyat that time. and yeah, we did so many things there. and 12am napud mi nakauli. it's so stressful talaga. i woke up at around 9am, so okay rapud. hehe. so, today is the day. i won't take this too long coz i'm sleepy nah. my tito didn't win, because tarzan is so KURAKOT!!

bisaya korner:

wala nakadaug ako tito tungod kay wala daw sila naghatag ug kwarta. kay naghatag man pud daw si tarzan sa mga tao, ug P100, mismo atbang sa mga classrooms. and hey, diba, bawal na siya?? good thing pud kay nadakpan to sila. but hello?? unsa nalang man diay ang mga tao sa barra? mga nawong ug kwarta? kung ingnon nimo nga grabe jud kayo akong pagkampi sa ako tito, YES I DO! i know, and i'm so confident to say nga mas karapat-dapat akong tito ana nga position. kung makaila lang gyud mo sa akong tito. okay, para highlights pud, mao ni iya semi-biodata? haha. whatever! basta take a look:

Jonas Bustamante
* Radio Commentator
* Station Manager - DXCO Radyo Banat
* KBP Chairman 2004-2005 or 2005-2006 (i'm not sure, i forgot)
* Salutatorian - MOGCHS
* Full Academic Scholar - Liceo De Cagayan with honors
A N D E V E R Y T H I N G :)

yan, mao rana ako nahibal-an so far. wala ra jud xa ni tarzan. mas bright pa gyud akong tito sa iya. sa akong nadunggan, wala daw siya nakahuman sa iyang pagskwela. taman radaw hi-school. hay, ka poor ba oi. sa tinuod lang, mas bright pa jud ako tito. mas bright pa sa star. haha. joke. bitaw, i know being smart isn't the basis for being the brgy captain, but hello? kung wla pd kay utok, unsaon man nimo pagsulbad sa mga problema within your barangay if you have no knowledge about this things.. duhhh kaayo! and to tell you honestly, diha man mi gapuyo sa barra sa una sa iyaha pa nga term, li jud tsada ai. barra is very boring, sa fiesta, grabe ka hilom. unsa ba, fiest ni? or semana santa? unsaon nalang. and ang mga dapat sulbaron dili gaka sulbad kay ambot kung naunsa na sila. maka-highblood jud ai. sorry nalang gyud, kay ganina rani na happen, and until now i keep on thinking kung ngano in-ana ang mga tao. MONEY FACED! (sa maigo lang)

Tips para sa mudagan sa politika:

as what i have observed, (char, lalum na gyud ni haha) maypa ayaw nalang mo pag campaign2, and magpakaon ba kaha sa mga tao. bahalag wala moy posters or leaflets or whatever, basta ky maghatag lang mo ug kwarta pagka election. i-1000 gani, sharo li paka makadaug. hello? let's be practical, people are seeking money for their needs, and for sure i vote jud mo nila. panghatag mo ug kwarta, hantod sa inyong makaya. as much as possible tanan tao sa isa ka barangay ang tagaan ninyo ug kwarta. :) diba?

Tips para sa mga botante:

kung tagaan gani mo ug kwarta, dawata lang. dili bitaw mo patyon kung dili mo mu-vote sa ila. ayaw na dayon pag duha2 kung kinsa imong butuhan. vote for what your heart beats for. and that's the most important thing. (charmos ginamos! haha. mura napud ko ug maka vote). biitaw, that's for evryone's good.

so dapat ninyo pili-on ang DAPAT jud. ayaw mo kasilaw sa sapi. dyos ko! unsaon nalang ni.
hay, mao to.

LIFE MUST GO ON..

and karma nalang kay Tarzan. hahaha. :)
and karma sa tanang nag vote sa iya, for sure, mag suffer nsad ang barra sa mga lubaklubak na dalan ug uban pang mga disaster for 3 YEARRSSS!!!! hala, siya man inyo gipili. sooo ampo-i ninyo siya. don't worry ampuan pud tamo. hahaha. :)

sa tanan nga gamahal sa akong tito:
THANKYOU SO MUCH. kabalo man gyud ta maayo nga tao ang akong tito. so KUMBATI! haha.

kay TARZAN:
hala! cge! LABATIBA napud ka ugma. HAHAHA :)

Babush. hao shui people. (x.X)