Saturday, September 22, 2007

ferns forever.





i'm so happy for i have finally found my family on where i truly belong - ferns. this is the name of our group composing of 10 unique persons who are really handsome & pretty. well, stop it. haha. we are all 10 in the group. and oh, wanna know why i'am with this group now? uhm, here it is ..
i started to be one of the ferns last year. but i'm not active though. i don't usually bond with them. like what they usually do because i also have other barkada. and that barkada is called ALECKS. derived from each of our second name, except for Ms. Angela, our english teacher, who is also our dear friend.
A - Angela
L - Lery
E - Elouise
C - Crest
K - Katrina
S - Stefan

it was really nice being with them because we're always open with each other na. :) but pag abot sa third year, we were separated like one click lang. nawala lang kalit among bonding because of some reasons. some have their new friends, some have their new best Friends. and oh? where will i go? i'm so dissapointed and i don't know where to go .. then, God lighten up my mind and thought to be back and be active in ferns. honestly, i missed them. so much. they're all close to me. and i'm so happy for they still welcome me with all their heart, without any doubt. and now, they're always there for me. i'm really happy when i'm with them coz we are totally crazy. we have this common likes and interests. i'm really really happy to have them. and i think this is really the family which i really need.

Bests, Oreo, Nazi, Mayang, Ate Shie, Sissie, Almar, Julius, Frances:

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. :) YOU WERE ALL HERE FOR ME, WHEN I NEED YOU. I'M REALLY SO SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU GUYS. HOPE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR ME. BASTA, THANKYOU TALAGA. :) LOVE YOU GUYS! FRIENDS FOREVER! REALLY! MWUAH.

i'm crying na .. :')

no turning back, i swear.

last few months, i have been into so many problems. and it's not very easy to overcome this things. it affected mostly in my lovelife. super! it started from the things i have heard from everywhere, rumors and like that. it totally hurts. but after how many days, i have realized that i'm hurting so much just because i'm so stupid. and the main reason was just ME. as in, me. second, i was really dissapointed with my studies, and it made me rank in to rank 10 from rank 5 last year. it was really sad. super. it's just because my Statistics and Economics grade is so low. but still, i was one of the honor students. and i still have many chances. i just need to concentrate more with my studies. and because of these things, i knew how to cry a lot. if i feel so down, weak and confused, all i wanna do is cry. until i will'nt have any tears left.

err. now, i have learned so many things about life ..
and i'm so thankful that God gave me the chance to experience and face those things. here are the things that i have learned:

*don't judge someone whom you don't know that much.
*don't believe directly to those nonsense issue. if you want to clarify the things well, ask directly the person involve. don't believe immediately.
*control not to be jealous.
*concentrate more in one thing which is really needed. not in the things which are less important.
*don't waste your time doing some nonsense stuff.
*don't be so over proud with yourself.
*always think positive for it helps in some ways.
*don't worry too much, be calm.
*believe in your first instincts.
*believe on what really the truth is, even though it hurts. face the reality.
*listen to people's advices, maybe they could help you.
*always pray, 'coz God will really help you in whatever problems you may encounter.
*smile, live life. don't be too upset.
*always feel inspired with all the people who's cheering you up.
*be contented.
*don't pretend that you know everything, it's bad.
*learn how to open up to the person you love.
*be patient. learn how to wait.
*learn from your mistakes.
*believe in yourself. :)

that is some of the things i have learned. haha. many kaayo no? my gahd. in ana jud ko ka bad. bitaw, that is really all true. as in. now, i made a promise to myself that i should change the thngs, which is so needed to be changed. today is the start of my new day. :) and consider that things which happened in the past .. no turning back .. :)

national anthem.

we all know that the title of our national anthem is Lupang Hinirang. well, i bet, some don't know about it. because they thought that the title is Bayang Magiliw. Right? well, i can't blame them because when i was still a little child, i admit, i thought that was the title. :) hehe. i'm still a kiddo that time, duhh. anyway, i was inspired to write this post because of Jessica Soho Reports. i was watching it a while ago. and i really enjoyed on these people's bloopers about the song. some would make their own tune, their own lyrics and their own version. my gahd! where's the justice in here? the thing is, why would these people forget the correct version of the song if they started putting it in their heads while they're still a kiddo? whew. aren't they suffering for some memory loss or something? well, they don't know, our national anthem is one important thing, or shall i say, very important thing. err.

so, be careful when singing the national anthem, orayt? :)

i'm so inspired. HAHAHAHA xD

boyfriend?

is it really important for us girls to have a boyfriend? well, i think not. they're just making our life miserable. i mean, these guys. i really hate those guys who are courting me, but they doesn't know how to prove to me that they're really sincere. now, i'm facing this courtship thingy again. this guy named, lois, asked his permission if he could court me. duhh and hello? he is so duhh. i really don't have any plans of having a boyfriend. specially, now, i have learned what mess will i make if i'll undergo one. erx. sorry for hurting you guys. :

anyways, i'm so gaga this day. haha. wla lang. naubos ko ang 100 free text messages ng smart all text just in 2 hours. my gahd! talagang text addict. haha.

and know, i'm currently so curious on what oreo and piggy was texting all about. rawrs. i hope oreo would tell me those things. err.

well, i think, i'm sleepy. post here again tomorrow. mwa.
GOODNIGHT. :P

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