duh

i don't understand someone. and i feel so bothered then. why is SHE like that? .. omg. i don't know what is the right thing to do when i'll be facing this thing again .. because it hurts. even though, SHE is like that, SHE will remain special to me. oh LORD, help me to understand this thing .. it drives me crazy. over crazy!!

currently texting with Ate Fibz, and i'm telling her what my problem is .. i hope she could help me. i wanna be happy. i wanna live my life to the fullest ..

` sometimes .. i thought, suicide is the best thing. but it's wrong.