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HAPPY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D

` it isn't the eve of CMAS. but hey, i want this to end, like BOOM.

like that. nyah. i'm hurting and i can't let this feeling flow upto

next year. i want a HAPPY LIFE. no WORRIES and everything.

if i'll get through this, i PROMISE - I WON'T FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.

` i don't know why i still can't get over him.

since TIME proves me that it isn't worth it

to HOLD ON with my love for him. it's TOO MUCH.

soo MUCH. and i want this to be OVER.

` it's difficult though. ate fibe's right. LETTING GO of someone is

really HARD. superbly. i hope that i can do this,

and i hope that i could get the REAL HAPPINESS by letting him go. :(

IT'S REALLY HARD. and i don't wanna cry. it's not WORTH IT anymore.

OH MY GOD. HELP ME! I SO NEED YOU.