Yesterday.

i know kuya hen was really UPSET or ANGRY with me yesterday. nyah. he thought i was like moving on with Peg`s love [charing], btw. abe nya nag move on nako and like i`m LOOKING for someone else. busa cguro in-ato iyang reaction. hay. ngano in-ana nalang man ang ma-happen prme if it`s ALL about him? why are the world totally AGAINST him? i`m don`t only REFER to kuya but to some other people pud. hay. prme nalang in-ana ang scenario. but WHY do people keep on PUSHING me to others even though my heart`s OCCUPIED? it`s so DARN! i don`t understand them, though, in some way I DO. murag, they DON`T want me to go back with him, kay basin mag cry2 nasad ko. well, it`s LOVE. unsaon taman, dli gyud maiwasan ang ma emotional, diba? and like, DILI gyud maiwasan ang masakitan kay mao na baya gyud ni ang DESTINED sa ako. hay. samok kau oi. lisod kau i-FIGHT ang love between two lovers kung ang isa INACTIVE. right? i know it`s STUPID to know that i`m still CRAZY over him. that i still love him. pro wla gyud koi mahimo .. mao ang gi ingon sa akong HEART, and like my MIND is so confused on how to handle this things. though, YEAH. i`m still an IMMATURE to think about these MATURE things. HAY. bisag asa nalang mupadulong ang topic dre. like DUH. i`m so tired && like, i wanna die.