A something :)

I haven’t thought that would happen
Wondering is what I’m doing
Yet, I know, I haven’t done such thing
I was like, so shock to hear it.
Well, again, I thought that was crazy
But, serious was it.
I thought and thought and thought
And the answer, I did find.
It’s hard to decide,
But needed – it is.
So then, I first prayed
And hoped that I decided the right thing to be done
I was scared, yeah
I was covered with fears
As I thought it was wrong,
But my happiness and worthiness are what I fought
I then believed to do it,
Do it with all my might,
Whatever happens.
“You’re wasting time”, they said
And so, that was clear.
But the fact that I can’t accept is,
I was fooled.
In silence I shouted, it was unfair!
Since, I know, I’m true.
I cried in my dreams,
But then, I stopped, and said “Life must go on”.
My life should.
Even if that’s true or not,
It’s final – I vow.
I need to let him go,
‘coz I think, we’re better off as friends. -.-