I was wrong.

I told you in my previous post that it was fading. And just this day, i realized, it`s not fading! I was just getting used on what is happening to my crazy lovelife. Getting used in a way that, i`m loving someone which i`m not sure, if he feels the same way. I`m getting used of not receiving text messages or calls from him, and getting used of something! Something which is super duper confidential to say. And that`s it. I don`t know how long this feelings will last. I don`t know if he`s really the one for me. But I KNOW, that God will give the BEST MAN for me. :) I tell you, it`s not easy to handle this kind of thing. Since i`ve undergone enough experiences to know the real meaning for everything, it became easy for me! The main point is - Enjoy! And be TRUE! :) I`m happy for now, because i`m able to control my emotion towards him. It was bad before, for i always expect for something to happen & i`m going crazy everytime i don`t see him. Well, now,

Maybe, i grew mature, and learned the lessons that I should apply! :)