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i don`t know what i`m supposed to feel right now. i want to cry this morning, and i just want to see my best budds to open up what i currently feel. but sad to say, it`s SUNDAY. and i know they`re all busy with their lives. it`s like so HARD to keep it all by myself, for i tell you, it`s NOT easy. :'(

i`m afraid how would things go after this PERSON would come in in OUR lives. i hope it willn`t be a mess. and i hope i could enjoy the company with this person. i`m not reffering to a GUY or something na akong uyab. it`s a FRIEND, uh, more specifically a Family Friend. and soon, he would be my so-called Daddy. =\

i often miss my father for it`s beena long time since he isn`t there for us. for me, for mom, and for kp. i miss him, i REALLY miss him. nyah! :'(

that`s it. i just can`t open up any topic for now. because this is what keeps on bothering my mind. and it`s driving me CRAZY. =\

i hope i willn`t cry tomorrow. GOD help me, please? :(

bye.

kisha :'(