It's better time.

I'm currently facing the thing that i'm afraid might happen. It's to let the one i love go, even if i still love him. You're the witness of all the sufferrings i encountered, all the tears, the feelings, the "kilig" moments, and everything. And now, you witness the MAJOR HEART BREAK of Kisha. My heart broke a lot of times, but just yesterday (June 14, 08), it was completely, badly broken. It was because of me, and also him. He thought that i'm happy with these new guy in my life, and he decided to set me free for my happiness. He's right. I mean, i know i'm deserving to be happy, but it doesn't mean that i haven't felt happiness with him after all. It's just that i need to move on. I'm sick of being stuck and i'm sick of always hoping for us to be what we were before. (But to tell you honestly, i'm still hoping. If there's love, there's hope) Even if i'm sick of those things, i still don't know how to let him go. 'coz i feel like, it's hard. SUPER hard. Though, maybe, one of these days/months/years, i could learn how. But as of now, i still don't know even a single idea on how to do it. It would take time, yeah. I just need to pray for whatever may happen next. Message for him: You're right. Everything you said was right. But hey, i wanted to thank you for everything! You will always be my inspiration in my studies, carreer, and on whatever aspects. You will always have a place inside my heart. Sorry for the lapses, or for the things that i misunderstood. I'm not perfect, and so are you. I hope that we could learn from each other's experience. :) Maybe, we're really not meant for each other, but also maybe, this is just a test. (Oh c'mon, i'm still really hoping. Hay!) And now, i'm facing the fact that i'm afraid might happen, it's to set you free. -.-

Godbless me for everything! and also you, who's reading this. xD